i wonder

wake up amy.

im so tired.....
so so so damn exhausted.

a lot of things to do.
i have no time. every second is a gold.

checkup list:

visa
medical checkup(vaccine)
agro banks approval
original offer letter from teesside

im still wondering.. am i making the right choice?

Allah..

im still hoping for a guide.
i shouldnt talk about my sister the way i talk just now.

am i too envy of her?

i need guardian

i havent wrote anything for a very long time..

i dont have the reason for it.

just to remind me of this important day- the whole month of august. i got offered from uk universities. from University of Teesside, and University of Sunderland.

Allah please give me strenght,
my mind is weak.
so do my body.

i'm a sinner.
i wish i could turn back time.